I was just there.. Lying on the couch, curved into a ball, hugging myself because it was darn cold in the office. I was trying to sleep but I couldn't seem to fall asleep, I blame the strawberry milkshake I drank at lunch. I tried so hard to ignore the noise produced by the people in the office and closed my eyes. But then I realized, it wasn't even that noisy really, perhaps, I was hearing a different noise. It was like a hard rock melody that's been playing for so long and no matter what I try to do, I couldn't seem to shut it off.
It was coming from within. Like a bomb on the trigger I couldn't seem to put a stop to.
I close my eyes and though there are lots of happier memories I could think about, I just don't understand why it is that memory that keeps on flashing back into my mind. That memory, so distinct and excruciating.
I got up abruptly, not wanting to drown myself into those memories again.
I got work to do.
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