Guilt trip

The things and people that I value before, I don't value anymore.

I received a text message from a friend who seemed to be obliging me to go with her as she visits my school. I read the message again after I got to the bottom of it but, it sounded the same. I can't seem to explain why I was annoyed all of a sudden but, as soon as I acknowledged the emotion, I felt the guilt. I thought, how is it possible for me to feel that way when it was my 'friend' who sent the message.

Well, it meant only one thing: I've changed, A LOT.

Somehow, I am not totally pleased with the changes I have acquired but once I begin to recall what I had to give up, how hard I had to try, and how much I had to go through before I became who and what I am today,  I could only wish that all those sacrifices would do nothing but good to me.

I keep on telling myself that it's normal, that everybody goes through this phase but, really, is there anyone out there who was irritated by his or her friend only because he or she wasn't at all amused with his or her friend's way of speaking to him or her through text?

Sigh.

I am trying so hard to be good at every role I play in life but, it seems that it doesn't anymore include me being.......... a FRIEND. :/