I fear the unknown. I am hoping for a better tomorrow but I'm not working hard for it. I hate myself for being so confused, so angry.. so lost. I am tired of the way life goes for me. I am tired of acting like as if I am so damn busy when the truth is, I am only busy because I don't set goals. I always procrastinate. I always act only when the bomb is on the trigger. I am not moving forward. I just stay circling the same spot I've been on for so long.
And I am tired of it.
I'd like things to change. I WANT some change.
Somehow, it also scares me because the change that I'm talking about is for me to stop feeling like I'm lost. And the only way for me to do that is to find myself. My OLD self.
I am 18. Young.. but I won't forever be.
So I have to do something about my life right now.
And at the moment, I only have one goal: FIND MYSELF.
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